I got myself a very cute miniature daschund puppy few days ago. Actually, The breeder and I has been talking about me giving one a home for about month. I finally got him last Saturday. He has been bundle of joy for me also keep me busy. He have so much of energy that he actually worn me out. Poor guy... He spend a time in crate few times a day because I need to go out or nap. He has been a good sport but sometime, he would get back at me by hiding for pretty long time while I call out his name or squeeze his favorite toy which is plush blue dog with that little plastic thing that squawk as I squeeze it. I named him Shill to honor my deceased grandparent so I figured that it's a good way for me to remember my favorite grandparent.

The funeral was yesterday. I have to say that it was a very beautiful service. The flowers was very beautiful and I know grandma will be happy with the flowers because she LOVES them and the colors. The service and short and sweet. My uncle Bobby and my mom did wonderfully. The music selection was very nice. I really enjoy the song that Edwin Shill sang. Also the closing song which is God to be with you until we meet again.

The dedication of the grave was very sweet. I know grandma was there the whole time at the church and at her grave.

But I have no desire to go to the funerals of my grandparent from my dad's side for some personal reasons even they both are wonderful grandparent

I went to the viewing of my grandmother. All I can say that it was kind of unsettling because the body looks NOTHING like her at all. I kept thinking "Who is that lady in the coffin?" I joked with my sister that my grandma's spirit is standing over the body and say "What in the world they did with my body?!" But I know it doesn't matter because she's in the better place. I did wept at during the viewing not because of the sight of her body but that she is actually gone for short while and that I won't feel her death grip and hear her stories. Also when she always say, "I always love you" to me. I know in my heart that I will see her again as I pass over to the spirit world when it is my turn.

Ahhh!!! SUMMER IS HERE!

I have been chatting with few people for past few days. Most of those people amuses me with their stupidity. At least, I am being amused.

God be with you my favorite grandma.

God be with you till we meet again;
by his counsels guide, uphold you,
with his sheep securely fold you;
 God be with you till we meet again.

 Till we meet, till we meet,
 till we meet at Jesus' feet;
 till we meet, till we meet,
 God be with you till we meet again.

 God be with you till we meet again;
 neath his wings securely hide you,
 daily manna still provide you;
 God be with you till we meet again.
 (Refrain)

 God be with you till we meet again;
 when life's perils thick confound you,
 put his arms unfailing round you;
 God be with you till we meet again.
 (Refrain)

 God be with you till we meet again;
 keep love's banner floating o'er you,
 smite death's threatening wave before you;
 God be with you till we meet again.
 (Refrain)

All I can say is that I am thrilled that it's Friday and I only have one more of workday then I can enjoy my weekend.

I chilled with Brooke and Chantel yesterday which was very good. It felt so good to cue with somebody after a long hiatus. We plans to get together very soon for brunch or whatever.

I found out that I got a guy fired. Well, it's his fault for not backing off in the first place. What happened was that I got hit on by 19 years old guy at my work. He asked me out few times and I didn't give him the answer that he wanted to hear. So, he continued few times until I got fed up and reported him to my supervisor. I thought that the boy will be warned but he was fired on the spot according to my supervisor. I kind of feel bad for him with the condition of economy those days but oh well.

It makes the guy a fourth guy that I rejected since I moved back to Utah from New York. I guess I will have a lot of rejecting to do since I don't want to have any relationship and I find that being relationship smothering.. I don't know how anybody, straight or gay can do it. I rather travel and spoil myself.

I guess I'm selfish bugger. But oh well... That's who I am.

I guess my parents just got themselves a furry four-legged grandson since I bought a really cute black daschund. He will come and live with me for good in July since he was born over the Easter weekend so he needs more time with his mommy. I am pretty excited to have him living with me but I'm nervous at the same time. That's the closest thing I am willing to go to have a "kid." A human being kid don't appeal to me but dog does because they don't talk back to me all.. Just lick me up and sniff its own butt.

Thursday!!!! Vlog... ASL & Cued Speech

I have been drinking Slimfast everyday for past month. It really does work! I bought both canned and powder. I usually add raspberries or bananas to the blender if I am using the powder. It makes it tasty and bearable to drink. I am able to fit in a jean that I have been keeping from freshman year of college. Now, the new goal is to fit in my high school jean which is pretty thin.



Okay... I talked to my sister via texting while I was at work this morning. Sounds like my grandma on father's side isn't getting any better. From what I was told, she's driving everybody crazy. *sigh* I am at the point where I don't care because she's not the grandmother that I grew up with and know. Sad huh?

I was reading one blog about Buffalo, NY and it makes me think of Rochester, NY. What makes the whole thing funny is that I was asked by my friend if I miss Rochester. My answer was loud NO!!! If people know the whole story then they will understand. :-)

Swine flu and other thing

So, Swine Flu is spreading around like crazy. Schools are closing up. Few school districts here in Utah closed their doors for two or more weeks. I am seeing a lot of test requests for the flu at work. I just wonder if those who are infected will go oink oink or pop out a curly tail out of their arse. Or what?

Last and this week has been full of students studying for their finals at Coffee Garden. It made me actually miss being college. But I am happy that I graduated with my bachelor.

I got asked out on two dates this week but I flatly told them I don't want to date anybody. Basically I am "a mean heartbreaker" according to one person. LOL

I think I like that title so I will add to the list of names people have been calling me. Bitch remains the number one on my list because I am one. I love when I intimidate people for no reason... But sometime I do wonders how I intimidate people... I guess I'll have to find out for myself someday.