Prop. 102 for AZ and Prop. 8 for CA

I was going through several blogs and the common theme is the propositions that attempt to amend that the marriage is solely between penis and vagina... Wait a minute, I mean man and woman. All I have to say that I am very sick and tired of that crap. I am not speaking from my "gay perspective." I mean COME ON! There are plenty other issues that we, as Americans should worry and care about like our economy, war, employment rate, etc. Not over the frigging stupid marriage amendment.

Okay... As gay man, I understand the perspective of both sides. But what really bother me is how many people are so stupid and close-minded bigots. Those people totally blew the issue out of its context. The main issue is about the rights... But many people seems to forget that the Constitution and 14th Amendment guaranteed EQUAL PROTECTIONS and RIGHTS for the people.

So who are the people? The simple answer is the Americans...

So, how can you refute that? I simply don't understand or stand those people that practice bigotry...

Whoodoo! I just got paid today... But the money will go to my parking ticket and automobile insurance :(

Halloween is coming up and I haven't carved pumpkin this year. Oh well... Maybe next year. I am hoping that I will get to celebrate the Christmas with my own tree laced with ornaments. But who knows!?

I went to a job fair today at the center. All I can say that I got a lot of resources so I applied at many places today. It's interesting how most of those place requires people apply on-line compare to paper one.

The picture

Paris Hilton of Japan!

It's official! My parents just bought me a ticket for Thanksgiving! They are the most awesome parent that anybody could have! 

I went to the party last night and my costume was interesting... Let's say I am the result if Paris Hilton and Geisha make a baby together. I will post the picture soon. People said I am like Karen Walker from Will and Grace because I like martini too much. Oh well.

It looks like I will be housesitting for my friend again which I have no problem with because I love the city.  I hope to move to the city when I find a job which hopefully is soon!

Hmmm??

I just got out of two years hellish relationship with Bradley. Basically, I just want to be on my own and enjoy my life without any attachment at this moment. Since I moved back to Utah from New York- I have been meeting many awesome people that I am very happy to call them my friends. Most of them are aware of what I have gone through.

But I met one person and he is awesome person. I really enjoy hanging out with him and he is the most sweetest person you could have ever meet. He recently admitted that he like me more than just a friend. The problem is that I do like him little bit more but I know I don't want to have relationship at all at this moment. I just want to focus on myself and make my life little better with job or whatever. I am happy that the person do understand where I am coming from.

I am very grateful for my parents. They are the most awesome people the person can ask for. I used to be sick of them nagging and whatever. But I do appreciate them more since I am basically on my own. They have been helping me out little bit but I do need a lot of helps but I don't want to ask them too much because they've done so much for me also for my other siblings. That's why I am looking forward to see my family this Thanksgiving...

Worst Best Man Ever @ Yahoo! Video


I totally love that clip! I has been part of many weddings and I totally hate it. The only thing I love about wedding is the cake...

It is very warm today more than usual. I am wearing short so I am thrilled about that because I am short type! I am just vegging out here at Coffee Garden. I love this place because of cool and down to earth type people come here. Also people always bring their dogs... I love dogs! I can't wait til I get my own chihuahua!

I was driving over here when I saw a small group of people protesting. I had to laugh when I saw one sign. They were protesting against Scientology and one sign say "Scientology eats your brain and wallet." I don't know why but that sign made me laugh so hard.

At this moment, I am craving for mom's pumpkin pie. I will make sure she bake one for me when I go home for Thanksgiving. Also her chocolate pie even if I can only eat one slice of that pie.

Fashion crisis in America!

I have just witnessed some fashion transgressions today that I HAVE to write a post about the issue.
- The waist of the jean only go up to the waistline of your body! Not to your stomach otherwise it would be called the “stomachline” not waistline.
- If you have unnatural bugle down there due to some excess fat… Don’t wear tight pant… Ever heard of skirt?
- If you are wearing non-black clothes… Wear brown shoes not black…
- Belt is must no matter what… That’s why there are many attractive and decorative belts to go with the outfit.
- Black casual shoes with white socks is big NO-NO…
- Wearing a tight shirt that show off your belly is unattractive… (That applies to pregnant woman too)
- Don’t overdo with the accessories… It’s very tacky and makes you look like a cheap whore. Even if you aren’t one…
- A fake flower in the hair is very tacky and outdated… Unless you’re doing tango or rumba..
- Season inspired sweatshirts= NO!
- Mullet is way out… Will never be popular again… Same with the rat tail.
- If you work outside for more than 30 minutes- SHOWER! Please don’t grace us with your stinky presence… It’s very offensive to my nose.

Don't you hate when it happen?

I just woke up about hour ago after going to bed at about 1.30 AM. I just spent about hour trying to go back to la-la land but no luck this time. I guess I should get ready and go out for my glorious cuppa of coffee... or three.

Seriously.. What is keeping me up is the moment of worrying about my life. Well, many aspects of my life. If you read my post about my friend that just keeled over over the weekend. The whole thing got me thinking.

We could go at any moment for no reason.

It makes me wanting to get my affairs in order but at the same time, I don't want to prepare for my own death. because I plan to stick around until I am old geezer wearing Depends. I want to see all my nieces and nephew (a lot more of future nephews!) to grow up up and find their own mates... Also to enjoy the cakes at their weddings.

We shall see if we live for other day or not...

Dear people who use wired internet,

You all need to switch from wired to wireless...

ASAP!

I spent about hour to get my Macbook work with the wired but I failed. So, I had to go back to the coffee shop because I can't stand using PC nor wired...

Switch now!

Sincerely,

your faithful internet user

The weekend has came to the end. All I can say about the weekend that it was full of surprises.

I am just enjoying my daily 20 oz of drip coffee with A LOT of sugar and little skim milk. It's amazing how it is frowned down on here in Utah because I believe it's the elixir of the life.

It snowed on Saturday and it was pretty to watch it snowing. It is bit cold here in Utah which I don't mind. I have to say that Autumn is my favorite season with the changing of the colors also smell of woods being burnt in the fireplaces. Also all beautiful clothes that are in the store that are up for me to buy them... I do most of my shopping in fall. Good thing that I don't have a credit card.

But I am not looking forward to drive in the snow because people automatically became idiotic more than usual once the snow is on the ground.

Kudos to the idiots.

R.I.P Terry Macklin

I was informed by Bradley that one of our friend Terry passed away this morning due to bronchitis. All I can say that I am still very shocked...

I'm tagged so you're it

8 shows that I watch:
Will and Grace
The Tudor
Murder She Wrote
(yes, I netflixed them)

8 things that happened yesterday:
1) Woke up after I popped lortab the night before
2) Watched tv for while
3) chatted on line
4) blogged
5) Dealed with Bradley's crap
6) Started one of Barbara Striesland movie and I remember why her face scare me
7) Some laundry
8) ate fishes

8 favorite places to eat:
1) Red Iguana
2) Casa Reynoldo -in Arizona
3) El Charro- In Arizona
4) Happy Sumo
5) Does Starbuck count?
6) Subway
7) Mom's house
8) My kitchen

8 things I am looking forward to:

1) Thanksgiving because I hope to see ALL of my family *staring at Ericka*
2) Find a job
3) first steady paycheck
4) my own place
5) The day murder become legal so I can grab my ole' shot gun and mosey over to Rochester, NY and blast that bastard
6) get my own chihuahua
7) Be able to travel abroad
8) Move to Europe

8 things on my wish list:
1) Job
2) Job
3) Job
4) Job
5) Job
6) Job
7) Job
8) Job

Anybody wh0 want to do that just do it

Sigh...

I am housesitting for my friend for next two weeks. He lives in the condo that is attached to Gateway mall in the downtown of the city. So everything is near to me which make it much easier. I am in love with this place but for one bedroom and bathroom it cost about 1100 a month... Way out of my budget for long time.

Today was kind of my down day because I am kind of unhappy with my life generally. Basically you can say that the shit just hit the fan. Being unemployed sure does take toll on the ones soul sometime. One thing that really bother me with people here in Utah is that they insisted that the only way the person can find a true happiness is through the church and gospel. Nothing against that or any faiths but I have tried for years and that doesn't work for me. For last few years, I realized that the church is not for me. I do love family very much but they don't really understand. To them, everything is either black or white... Church or life full of unhappiness. That is not how the life is supposed to be...

There are things that only handful of people know that is going with me... My struggles and the lifelong demon that I will have to face everyday of my life. The pains I am experiencing and feeling. I am very private person but I can always share everything with my good friend in Arizona. She knows me like a book. But it's hard sometime that we only live a state apart because I rather to talk in the person. Also that she is married and have family of her own. Nothing wrong with that at all because that's human nature which I understand completely.

The sad thing is that I do want to be with somebody but at the sametime I am too afraid because of what is going on with me. I just feel like I have the obligation to the society to find myself a corner to shrivel up and die.

I had a interview with one company based in Provo. It was quite interesting one but very good one. They offered me the position as office manager but I turned them down because they only pay based on commission without any base salary. Yeah right like I will accept that offer.

I am staying with my friend in the city this weekend. Just need to get away from Provo to keep my sanity. All those conservatives can be too much to bear sometime.

I watched the debate betwen Biden and Palin. I have to say that I am no way am impressed with Palin or Biden at all. I kept shaking my head in amazement at how idiotic the Americans has gotten. I am not going to vote at all this year. The country of America really screwed herself in the arse this time.

Just finished the second season of Rome. I am in love with the show and am disappointed that it came to the end. I would love if that show continue for many seasons but oh well...

I had interesting talk with Nova Starr, the famous drag queen here in Utah. We talked about the life generally. All I can say that she have a interesting perspectives on many subjects.

I really miss cooking meals and I really cannot cook where I live because the way they live is very disgusting! The kitchen is not sparkling clean nor any rooms in the house. But I can't complain because they took me in when I need a place and I will always appreciate for what they have done and continue to do for me.

I have a job interview this Friday with Primerica. I have heard some negative things about that company but I will just do it and see what happens. I am pretty sure that I won't get hired by the company because of my limitation. But that's fine because I will just continue looking for the job.

The weather here in Utah has been very nice and warm lately. I am really enjoying the weather but it will get colder within few weeks for sure!