Don't you hate when it happen?

I just woke up about hour ago after going to bed at about 1.30 AM. I just spent about hour trying to go back to la-la land but no luck this time. I guess I should get ready and go out for my glorious cuppa of coffee... or three.

Seriously.. What is keeping me up is the moment of worrying about my life. Well, many aspects of my life. If you read my post about my friend that just keeled over over the weekend. The whole thing got me thinking.

We could go at any moment for no reason.

It makes me wanting to get my affairs in order but at the same time, I don't want to prepare for my own death. because I plan to stick around until I am old geezer wearing Depends. I want to see all my nieces and nephew (a lot more of future nephews!) to grow up up and find their own mates... Also to enjoy the cakes at their weddings.

We shall see if we live for other day or not...